Lower

Whenever I'm alone, these thoughts creep in. They find life like the beginning of a calm river. Until it cascades into the deep pools of my consciousness. Down to the depths of my repetitive processes. I'm becoming self-aware again. Detaching from all distractions I've put in place. I see it like an oncoming train. But … Continue reading Lower

Lesser

The straight line drawn from you to me is blurred. But poor me, I have been burned. It's all in my head. Confusion, a flawed reality mocked and scorned by your delusion. Narcissism, self-deception, your downfall leaves you empty-headed. The shadows you swept me into became the place I called my own. Hone my strength, … Continue reading Lesser

Stray

My thoughts have been so elusive. Endlessly searching for some type of belonging. The damaged child grew into a broken man. With pieces missing, whole happiness stolen away. The slow hum of time has latched on to my sanity. Drawing out the thoughts that I am not enough. That I've never been, never will be. … Continue reading Stray

Badlands

A valley of heartache. A simple yet unyielding low point. I have the power to move mountains but I stand still. Basking in the beautiful, dead wasteland. Watching flowers turn to ash in controlled burns. Taking whatever hard teaching I'm supposed to learn. Maybe learning that what I'm doing is wrong. Finding that I'm the … Continue reading Badlands